NOTHING IN COMMON?! o_o

Hrms..

I've been thinking. There's so many people that are so happy out there in the world. People who are happy for reasons that I can't yet understand. There are couples, who I know, who are so in love that I feel so envious. I feel like asking... when will it be my turn?

I kind of feel like starting a new blog but I always end up abandoning it.

So I think I'll stick to this one...

And when the time is right, I might see if I'd be able to ask the previous shared owners of this site if they would mind that I change the password and all, and keep this blog to myself. I mean, this is probably the only thing I've kept going back to for so long, and it holds special memories for me.

Anyways, where was I up to?

Right, couples. Happy couples.

And no, I'm not talking about those who get together because everyone else is getting together and neither am I talking about those who seem really close but they're actually nothing more than really close friends who just... started.

I am, by all means, in no position to judge that but when the people around you are really genuinely in love, you can sense it. It seems like everything about them glows with their happiness. I for one, have a friend... or a few really good friends who are like that.

To see them so happy, I really do wonder when it'll be my turn.

I'm envious.

Then I think of myself. Hrms.. I mean, I love my life. I love my friends. I love them in so many different ways and so much more than I probably would show. I do, I really honestly do. They're so special to me, so special.

Man, I would so have a little dedication to them right here... right now...

BUT i shall save them for later....

Just so I don't forget... PL, PS, SN, AN, KL, KL (cousin), TT, CD, LH, AT, MC, JN, AS, VT, MA, LD, LYT!

>_< can't resist, I will have a short one!! I mean, my relationship with these people aren't flawless and probably never will BUT despite that, they mean heaps to me!

PL: Always been there for me, thick and thin and I know that we'll be 'together forever... & strong'!! Thankyou for always being there for me!
PS: We've had our ups and downs and you piss me off sometimes but I wouldn't have it any other way. The care you sometimes give makes me feel so grateful to have you as a friend. Thankyou for sticking by me!
SN: Sometimes we talk, sometimes we don't but that doesn't bother me at all; it makes me treasure talking to you even more now. Thanks for your laughs and teases.
AN: You're so cheerful that you brighten my gloomy days with a broad smile. Thankyou for treating me as if nothing has changed.
KL: You're important to me that I seem to have a need to want to talk to you. Thankyou for still talking to me and laughing with me after all that we've been through.
TT: So awesome in so many different ways! Love you so much I just wanna squeeze out all your bubbliness! Thankyou for always caring.
CD: You're always so welcoming. Whenever I need a hug or someone to lean on, I just need to look at you and you'll greet me happily. Thankyou for always being there.
LH: You're such a fun person to be with and I love every moment with you. You make me laugh so much, simply by you laughing! Thankyou for always being there to laugh with me.
AT: You're deep but I really want to get to know you more! Whether you like it or not, I wanna be really good friends with you. Actually, you shouldn't really be here yet!! LOL... but thankyou for allowing me to see pass your shy, quiet girl reputation.
MC: You've given me so much trust and you've allowed me to open up to you so quickly because of your simplistic and noncalculative mind. Thankyou for your trust.
JN: Love you so much my beloved OH, everytime I see you I want to give you a big hug! You're always there for me, always... and I want this friendship to last forever! Thankyou for keeping an eye out for me.
AS: You've always been there for me to look up to and you're always there to offer a shoulder to lie on. Despite being miles away, I feel as if you're right next to me. Thankyou for always being there for me.
VT: You're such a funny person to be with. When we're all together, your short sharp comments always leaves behind a trail of laughter. Thankyou for making me laugh so openly.
MA: Known you for ages and no matter how long we haven't seen each other, you're always able to make me feel so comfortable to be around you. Thankyou for being there for me.
LD: Known you for many years and your always so comfortable to be around. You're jokes always makes me laugh. Thankyou for still being here after so many years.
JY: You're always there for me to talk to and rely on. Thankyou for being the special surprise to me and for telling me how much you love me!
LYT: You've listened to my rants and given me valuable advice. Thankyou for listening to me when I thought no-one else was.

And my family, might not be the best but I love them so much!

I hope I'll find that special someone to love REAL soon!!

MANN I WROTE SO MUCH... need to get off and do chem now